sad.
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
with ♥ 2:43 PM
im utterly disappointed with myself. its one of those mixed feelings of sadness, pain, heartwrenching, melancholy, hurt, disappointment, exasperation and anger.
i've let my parents down again. X'( and from now on, i shall mug. like nobody's business. i'll give them the best results i can. and those words... they'll spur me to work harder. oh man. the tears are coming again. X'(
im sorry...today... it was back to usual school days i guess. nth much. i was rly down the entire morning and my frens cheered me up. we stayed in class during recess again. and geez. my right eye swollen today. sighs. i have no idea how long i cried until i fell asleep. and ahhh. the weather is so hot im gettin heaty i tink. sighs. aye, physics was funny today. the
oh-so-obvious box of
lime mint mentos [empty. lols.] was right in front of mr prem bt he didnt see wen he came to our table and teach us. aye, all of us were wide-eyed, and then started to try contain our laughter. lols. he didnt see in the end anyway. and lols. i asked yee a quiestion today: where's your mutton? and god, we spent alot of time sniggering and laughing cuz she couldnt answer despite me giving all the examples. anyway wen she did get it she gave me
The Yee Face. which was.............. =.=". aye, aint it typical. lols. and my, i figured she loves the physics lab floor. lols. and ah. today's "tickle your muttons" on 98.7FM was so lame i rly couldnt even smile. -.-"
uhhh, chem was organic chem agn so i shant say. it makes me go bonkers. AH. ENGLISH. mr khalid was SUPER late today and the class was in total chaos. and oh my is he funny. when the whole class claimed corina was maahanlun's stead you shld haf seen
mr khalid's expression. it was one of bewilderment and shock and lols, it was jus rly funny lah. aye. anyway. after school everyone was involved in speech day. so i came home. and debbielim, im sorry. i rly cant go out today.. i'll set a date, i promise.
okay. nw this entire chunk's for yee.
dude, suan le ba. what's his problem, i dont know. bt rly, jus ignore him. he, genius? oh my, spare me.
my littlest toe's laughing. and goodness. he's rly mean lah. he can 360 degree change one lor; let go ba dude. not worth it. @ all. go your SAJC and find a hottie. X) let go. forget him!!!
or i'll brainwash you. wahahahahhaha. aye, our little secret. i bet you're giving that =.=" face again. LOLS.
and who knows, wen i wash finish i might take your suggestion and stick your brain @ your ass. heh heh. XD and i'll be here for you dude, promise. dont be too wrecked by mojo-hitler okay? aye, i told you the name stuck. X) cheer up!!
ahhhh. this, is a tribute to Harlan Coben, whose book yee only always manage to read
one line, page one, chapter one. LOLS. and to yee of cuz, since we saw it together. LOLS.
Baseball, baseball,
who's your best friend?
is it the bat,
who hits your rear end?
lols. so dumb. XD it's an excerpt from the book. i read the synopsis and was flipping thru the book wen i came to tis page. lols. and aye. the book i borrowed
[note its singular. my mum banned me frm reading so i kinda borrowed in secret -.-" aye, sighs.] was so disappointing. geez. sheesh. some crap author. and I CANT SEEM TO BORROW JAMES ROLLIN'S NEW BOOKS. X( aye, he's one of my favourite authors all right. my toes curl in anticipation when i read the synopsis online. "black order" and "the judas strain". oh well. i shall try my luck @ e library agn tml if me and poh do nip by the library before going to msyeo tuition. aye, poh's last tuition. X( sighs. oh i jus popped by chung's blog finally and i like tt song "way back into love". X) and ohhh!!!
i see my quote there on her blog!!! X) aye, im so pleased. hehs.
"it's love, and love often doesnt make alot of sense, like who we choose to bestow our love upon and why. it just.. is." and hence, i dont know why i love you but i just do. with my entire heart. X)mmmm. i guess everyone's wishing for o's to be over quickly uh. so am i. X) so many plus points once it's over luh. X) and the one main reason im so lookin forward to the last day of o's is
him. XD
139 more days; we shall all turn to muggers for the time being. X) gotta go. got phy and chem tuition frm 6-9 ltr @ novena. sighs, X(
i'll believe what i believe in; im waiting.
=jinghui=
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